"The Matt Duffin Show" - I Shouldn't? Well, "One Time; Because I Can!!!"

Hi, its Matt.  The lost one.  But guess what, I'll find me again.  How am I?  Not so good.  But, I've been worse.

I've been directly advised by a team of Neuro folks, to take a month AWAY from it all.  Yet I didn't notice airline tickets in the mailbox towards Maui.  And as much as Dr Backhaus is my IDOL, I gotta do this, one night.  Ya see Doctor, I get my strength from fellow TBI Survivors and the outlooks on life, as is, now.  I become one of a social circle with my laughter, and we do laugh a lot.  Maybe all don't "get us", but I do.  And with all the education given, all the experiences, understandings and directions taught (that seem to work, usually), I have to share.  God allows me so.  He also gives me Grand Mall seizures (evidenty) when many aspects of my drained mind is split in several directions.  Not all are good,, some traumatic.

I seemed to strut through it, respectful hobble at Dad's funeral.  Then, more physical attacks, and PTSD raised its ugly head during some traumatic issues to follow.  I was cornered, and I was attacked.  It hurt.  Lots other stuff I was trying to do from my nursing home 'suite', but the homefront felt much like a veitnam veteran coming home to 'glory' and ill thoughts.  Never, ever anticipated this action,  Personal Fire, was educated about it, but never exprienced the like.  So, time for the Grand Mal Parade.  WHOA, hold on here!

Thus, the break.  A month or so, actually gotta get into a routine again.  For now, TMDS on Sunday's on BIRN is safe, Jenny will make it that way..  One time,. one show,. no preps. Please Dr.'B"?  I think I'm onto something here.  No Grand Pressure.  1-hour(ish) me and you, and Kim Justice will take us to the house.

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